Wisdom

Even though its super late, and I should be asleep, with working coming in a few hours, I cant sleep. I cant help, but wonder at the actions of the foolish. They act as if they know everything, when their analysis of situations are merely child’s play. Yet, I can do naught, but blame myself, for a mistake made in the past. More than one actually. I lost so much to gain new insights into life.. lessons both bitter and painful. I really cannot understand why some idiots have to create mess all around that benefit no one. Damn it, I don’t want to care, yet I cant help, but do so.

Wisdom dictates that I let go of my emotions, to let myself feel better. Already, I am beginning to feel the symptoms. Experienced several waves of nausea just now. My body becoming more receptive to the way I feel is hardly a good thing right now. Wisdom dictates that things will take their natural course, but be resolved eventually. But for the sake of friendships, for ideals, how can one do naught, but try?

Wisdom dictates that I leave it and move on, for there are much better things in life awaiting me. But Josh is no quitter. Wisdom dictates that I have nothing to do with it, and thus shouldn’t intervene. But Josh will intercede if his friends are involved.

In short, Josh is a fool.